Rant.

[h0lly...]

SUMMARY:       

Right. Proceed!
In all honesty, this has nothing to do with anything and is probably a waste of internet downloads as well as time.
But screw that, I'm unhappy and I want other people to know about it! 

So I think I'm gay. 16, girls school, hardly any (straight) male friends, no idea what a real kiss actually is aaand basically no experience in anything. Woohoo!
FML. And I don't say that lightly, either.

I want to LIVE and LOVE and be heart broken, even over something insignificant! I can't even party for fucks sake! I really don't like this at the moment. I want to dance and release, without getting hammered every weekend like every other person in my year seems to be doing. I'm sick of hearing all the stories and partly wishing they were my own, just so I could have, well, something. I want to say to my kids, "When I was 16, I had the best time..." or something along those lines.
Not what is currently happening, which is being at home Friday night, ranting to myself about things that probably don't even make sense!

I'm tired of other girls whispering excitedly about their boyfriends and how much he loves her and shit.
I want that, too.
I want to be loved, even a soppy short lived teenage love that movies have.
Above all, I want to know what the hell I can do about it before I'm 20 and moving out, not having lived my teenage years - "the best years" - to their fullest. They're only going to happen once!

[D$]

agreed.

[Somnium_Dream]

Hey.

I am in VERY much the same position as you! and it sucks! and i can say that truthfully and honestly none of this

"I understand what you mean" bullshit.

Well look, if you want, drop me a line, some Friday night you feel like shit and lonely or when you just need a general bitch about life.



x

[simmo]

heyy
well im kinda da same, all my relationships have been a distance thing. i havent hooked ub wit no one and im 16 bt at da same time i sdil have a good time wen i go out. u dnt need someone tu make u happy, jst get out there loosen ub a bit do things tu have fun. flirt wit ppl my advice is probs dodge az bt i thort id give iht a shot anywaiz.
have a good one hope u feel better soon

[wethemusic]

Hey man,
Yeah, i'd agree it sucks. Im fifteen and it really gets to you, Plus meeting someone when youre at school isnt as easy as it sounds, and honestly its even probably a little more awkward than trying to meet a complete stranger ( you already know them, they already know you..what are you meant to talk about!?)

Have you headed to bit bent before? its pretty easy to meet people there and most of the time they dont bite 

add me on msn or something, if you want to rant, im all ears.
Plus maybe i'm even just a little less boring than sitting at home (: