I am very lonely right now.
Picture this. Two weeks ago I was so happy. not a worry in the world. I had a beautiful girl, I was happy with my job and my family/home life was bearable.
There is no need to name names in this story, but here goes...
This was until my girl and I went to the coast. She got a panicky message from her ex so she told me she wanted to call her and calm her down. So we went in search of a payphone, but when we found them, none of them worked. My girl looked so worried and I noticed I had one bar of signal on my phone so I let her use it. We got back to our tent and she asked me if I was ok, and thanked me for letting her use my phone. Then she told me she loved me so very much. So any concerns I had about her calling her ex were temporarily alliviated.
We went home the next day. She seemed in a hurry, I assumed because she was tired. We both were. I went back to work the next day and told everyone how well the holiday went, and how happy I was. After work I called my girl to tell her what the situation for Valentines day was. She seemed cold and distant, but insisted nothing was wrong. Then as soon as I was off the phone she sent me a text saying "we need to talk".
She told me that day, while I was at work, she had gone to her ex. They had made love and wanted to get back together. And now they are
I didn't take it to well. And she is hating me for my lack of dealing with this. Because frankly I have done some stupid things since she broke up with me... but... how could I not? So I am very hurt. And very very alone.