Hey, I'm Josh and I'm 15 years old, I'm currently doing year 10 at a public high school... I'm not exactly OUT but I am... hard to explain, and to be honest I'm not really sure what I am... I used to be a regular in cube (I know I'm underage and I shouldn't have gone but it's one of the only places I ever felt safe and happy, and able to be who I really am...)
When I first went to cube I was with my at the time girlfriends cousin, and we couldn't get into academy so we went there, he told me that it was a gay bar but I didn't care. I later learned that he's bi from an ex of mine. I met a guy there who's studying ANU and I guess he showed me alot about myself that I didn't really know, we've broken up and I'm not sure what to think about him, I don't know if I'm just being paranoid or what but alot of the reasons why people hate me from cube are because of things he told me to do and say... The first few times I went to cube I thought I was straight but then I started experimenting, and I knew I wasn't. A girl from my school saw me meeting up with my ex-bf from cube and going to the movies with him (when I was "straight") and then the next day at school most of my year started hating on me for being a "fag poof gay cocksucker" whatever. Most of them are over it now but I still get shit from people, and I don't really care, I'm proud to be myself and if they don't like that they can go fuck themselves (But I don't flaunt it around because I did almost get bashed by group of them once about it...). The girl who told everyone I went to the movies with my ex-bf, is actually now a really good friend of mine lol
... I would consider myself bi, I have a girlfriend. There's only one other guy in my year who's bi/gay, and he's not out about it, there's a few girls i know of and one's sort of out, if anyone asked her she would say she is, but only her friends really know, she helped kill the homophobia at school against me, so I respect her for that.
Hm... What else... I hate rap music, I'm into dance techno trance etc, hah... I would be really interested in meeting some people out there like me, if you wanna talk or anything I have my msn in my profile.